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bEez Hives 17

2004-07-22T07:21:00.000-07:00

wahahax..so fast wed le..tmr thurs..gonna hab t** again..sianx sia..hMmmm..got moi new phone..by rite i shld be happi rite?..butt dunno y jus feel nth lor..a new phone den new phone lor..hahx..hmM..haix..spend some time exploring it..mi realise mi dunno hw to use sia..duhz..bTh..hmmm..tHx moi papa for tt phone..600 bucks leh..feel so bad..haix..mi feel even bad is moi mama stil usin 3310 lor..by right moi tt 2100 is moi mama de..butt she jus bought and i took it to use..den use til nw..den nw i change..she nv even get to use tt 2100 lor..haix..feel so bad..nw de pro is moi cousin gonna hab moi old 2100 lor..she pri 5 nia..den hab phone le..bTh her sia..hmM..how sia..feel so bad abt de phone tingy lor..den moi papa oso order a cake for mi..haix..mi feel so..haix..dunno hw to sae..he ask wanna celebrate..den mi sae nvm lar..dun need..feel so bad to sae tt man..arg!!..haix..feel so sad sia..butt tink of shun hong..kinda funni lor..hahx..his attitude beri cute sia..keke..so lame sia..bTh him lar..lame de..keep gib mi name..liew..hmM..haix..wad he doin nw? c him online..den bz again..haix..wad is dis..?..can anyone tel mi..!..feel so sad..saded sia..

bEez Hives 16

2004-07-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

one day pass...liew..in sch study study study lor..kinda sianx sia..haix..bo mood..kao bei..i failed moi ss test..dotx..8/25 nia..NVm..i promise to do well in all other tests next time..muz promote to sec 4 next year..I DUN CARE..i WIL WORK HARD..do all my hw..study hard..can't let my parents..my frens..and MYSELF down..hahx..sae easy lar..do hard..=x ..today taf..duhx..run lo..den saw yin and shi ling..they wait for mi..touch..den dong..ser and ching..den go out of sch together..den ser and shi ling go home..de rest go west mall..den pei dong wait bus..den i go home lor..haix..reach home jiu sianx le..a|one ma..haix..like shit sia..no pple to tok..realli lor..feel mi so lonely sia..need pple tok..no hab..anything..mi face myself..got problem..settle by my own..StreSs..arg..c his nick again..online..away..busy..argg..i goin NUT soon..wad hab i done to deserve all dis treatment?..can ANYONE Tel mi..!!!..i can't take it anymore..wo yao siao le..lalalalalala...hope tmr wil be a betta day..buTt i doUbt so lor..haix..KAO bEi..cB..knN..KnS..smLJ...blah blah blah...

bEez Hives 15

2004-07-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

dotx...good day..NV go SCH..sooo song..bUTt sianx1/2..mi overslp yi dian dian..den cal moi mama sae i late le..so might as well mai go lor..den go back zzz..den go c doc..anyway got a bit sick oso lar..too stress ba..stress dis stress tt..haix..papa cal mi..sae get de phone..den ask mi go take..he buy 600 plus..nt sure oso..EX lar..liew..mi afternoon online..no pple de..all in sch wad..den tok to kor kor..he ask mi muz go sch..mai pon..muz pass..haix..suddenly tink of wad huixin tel mi oso..she wan mi promise her to study hard and get out of sch..cannot quit..haix..FAN..saw his nick...he away..wonder wad he doin..haix..ta de lian mi jian jian goin to forget le..soo long nv c him..haix..jus nw c vammy de blog..den get to noe smth abt him..failure sia..hab to noe abt him through pple de blog..noe wad he doin laterly..all not he tel mi himself..ALL IS I C PPLE DE BLOG NOE de..HAHAHAHAHAHX...zuo pple de stead..zuo til so si bai...wad is DIS...fark up sia..zuo ren zuo so long..den realise smth..yuan lai mi like no hab real fren..wad is dis..liFe?..y moi life so DOTX de..goin to break dwn soon..beri fan..are we goin to break?..end likedat?..i dun wan..haix..butt i seems to hab no choice ba..he is either busy or away..if he online..less than 5 min..go back to busy or away again...wahahahax...WAHAHAHAHAHAX...I BWGX..wo zhen de lei le..maybe all my fault ba..i shld contact him oso..butt hw?..i dunno wad to sae..i everytime wil send him forward msg..butt no reply..den suan le..dunno how oso..he dun like to sms..how..mi oso bo bian le..walk yi bu..count yi bu ba..

bEez Hives 14

2004-07-13T08:31:00.000-07:00

i'm SAD..real SAD..nw 11.26pm listenin to F.I.R songs..haix..forget moi username..sUx sia..den wait wait..finalli got moi username..haix..today 13/7.. he realli dun remb yesterday..we duno hw long nv contact le..goin one month liao..likedat wo man suan wad..stead?..hahx..soo funni..biggest joke i ever hear..yesterday i nv feel anything..cos i noe the result wil be liekdat..i realli dunno wad he doin dis past few weeks..i start to lose faith and hope..i realli dunno wad to do..in sch nearly cry out..cos tt sia.. keep sae retain stuffs..like shootin mi...hear liao damn UNCOMFORTABLE.. a lot of tings pple dun understand..i myself noe jiu hao..i happi or nt..i myself noe jiu hao.. when i'm sad..wher r u?..i noe i can live by myself..i can be independent..i need no one..tt's mi..i muz be strong..butt for now..i realli can't.. i did smth stupid today..haix..make spoil shir de bag..duhz..paiseh..dun mean it sia..feel so gulity..haix..BWgx..den i diam diam all de way..dunno wad to sae..den feel so lost oso..so i walk away sadly..walk home..tink lots of tings..wad can i do to stop all dis..haix..feel so tired tinkin wad u tinkin..wad u doin..wad u wan..?..BERI sick le..haix..SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD..slowly turn to depression..bwgx..papa buy mi 6230 for moi bday..he sae wil send over a few days later..i feel nth when i hear tt..maybe to sad le..bUtt i feel smth..tt is de phone cos 700 plus lo..bEri EX sia..haix..anyway thx papa for ur present..wil treasure it de...y ting turn out to be likedat..y y y y y y y y y y y y...millions of WHYs...93days.. haix..i am a FAILURE foreva....

bEez Hives 13

2004-07-11T04:47:00.000-07:00

hahx..finali got time to update again..so fast sunday liao..tmr 12/7/04 le..3 months..tink he dun remb ba..suan..hMm..yesterday when to chinatown wif yin..shir..and ser..bUy cD..wahahahx..soo cHeAp..7 bucks nia..mi buy F.I.R and zhuo chuan xiong..NICE man..KEep lISten Lor..i LoVe F.I.R..tHEy Rox Man..hmm..den walk ard lO..after tt..went west mall to eat..wanna eat pizza hut de..end up ser mai..she bu she de..den go eat other lo..den saw linzhe..he went for de concert at west mall..band de..mi cai lan de go..c band onli one feelin..SIANX..keke..eat finish already 10pm liao lo..den went mos burger to chill..tok cock lo..hab fuN sEh..den brian come dwn..hahax..linzhe tel mi abt shun hong..wahaha..linzhe sae shun hong tel him he onli c mi smile 2 times nia..wahahx..we tok tok tok til 10.45 likedat..muz go home le..if mama wil kb..den reach home..moi ku ku and moi hse..kao..she come in herself man..she got key ma..liew..BWgx..tink moi hse wad..Hotel ar..den i use net lo..saw shun hong..den i ask him..when i smile de..he sae 7/7 and 10/7..hahx..he stil remb sia.. =x..wahahhax..hMM..den tok cock wif pple lo..den he online..den bz again..haix..dunno lar..den offline..conference lo..awhile..brian and ching both zzzz sia..liew..den i hang up go zzz oso lo..wahahaax..den today 7 plus wake up..chiong to moi ah ma hse..moi uncle come fetch mi and moi mama lo..go his hse there..her daughter engage ceremony ma..wahahahx..so romantic sia..i there blow bubbles..=x..lame rite..den at there til 12 plus..den come home lo..sianx lor..mi at there..mi tink a lot of ting..mi wanna be PuNk hOuSeWifE..wahahahx..den i sms dong..ser..ching and brian..hahax..ching sae wait next time moi lao gong bth mi sia..weddin on techno hor..wahaha..LAmE Lor..hahax..mi beri tired sia..wait watch tv 130 to 2.30 den do hw den slp sia..bth MaN..haix..beri sad..keep listen to F.I.R de song..dotx sia..mi yesterday band..yi dian mood oso no hab..damn pek chek..den keep tink of him nia..y he liekdat..haix.."WHY..WHY..WHY..WHY..?..tel mi WHY!"...dis few days mani ting happen sia..feel beri stress..everytime feel stress realli feel like smoking man..dunno y..wan drink oso..hahx..jsu nw at de ceremony there got get to drink sia..hahx..mOi mood unstable sia..can change REAL fast..BEwArE Of MI sIa..haix..too mani ting to be sae..betta leave if unsae..haix..watch tv le..miSS him..91days

Quotes of de day:if i tel u that there's a billion stars in the sky and u believed, will u believe if i say i love you..

bEez Hives 12

2004-07-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

hahax..today hab lots of fun seh..buy a voodoo t-shirt..happi..butt moi main aim is buy bag de..those damn big,punk and cool de...wahahax..bUTt nv find any..nvm lar..stil got time..slowly..hMM..mi afternoon go find ser..den lend her $50..den she buy shoes..den shir and yin and ching come..ching oso buy..den buy finish we went town..go far east lo..song..walk here and there..den luff and hab fun..hMM..shir okie liao..cos sat tt time..BIG ting happen seh..she damn unhappi..den like mi hai de..wah..mi nearly bwgx seh..all oso fault..den all push to moi..tel lin zhe..he sae smth to mi..he sae mi cal u da jie is nt for nth de..cos i seem like a leader to him..can settle ting for them..so all tel mi their problem..ya lar..butt i'm nt wu di de..can't settle everyting ma..haix..myself got lots of problem to settle oso..love for example..=x..haix..dunno hw oso..everytime act so happi like nth..actually damn sad..no one noes nia..haix..mi feel smth beri bad..tt is i scold moi mama..she realli dote mi alot..den someting..i realli beri wad..keep tok back den she oso nt happi..butt i noe she beri dote wo alot..worry abt mi ma..she moi mama wad..hahax..i LOve Moi mAmA..hMM..every nw and den moi mind keep flash dis.."y he likedat?..are we goin to end soon?..we nv contact for beri long le..realli beri long le..he fall for other ger?..mi pei bu shang ta..?..haix.."..goin mad..mi such a failure seh..tot i wil nt be a failure again..yet i am a failure in de end..last time is jun xian..i treat him like duno wad..den nw bao ying liao lo..tio de same treatment liao..haix..dunno lar..nw onli can pray hard..i dunno hw to tel him..wait he nt happi..haix..nw i cannot do anything oso..nw more impt is moi family..frens..treasure everi min and sec i hab wif moi frens..cos they r leavin soon..haix..go other sch lar..*saded..sobz..remb jus nw got shir a cake..cheese de leh..den got candle..i take frm B1 to level 4 lo..pple all look at mi..scare i burn them..=x..wahaha..LAme..hmM..k lar..stop here..gonna do hw le..miss him lotssss...haix..no words can describe moi feelin nw..damn sux..dun wanna go sch oso..so bored and sianx..tmr gonna start moi plan le..run wif lin zhe tmr..hope i can endure to de end..yeah..diet rulezzz...

bEez Hives 11

2004-07-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

hahx..today time pass beri de fast seh..sOng sEh..hmM..slp ard 1 plus..den 2 plus wake up off radio..den slp back den.. hear smth..guess wad...rAiNing Lor..raining so heavily..den i bian slp bian tink reason to pon sch..end up mi nv pon lar..wake up change..chiong to sch..hMMm..so song..yesterday rain..today oso rain..den dun need sit carpark..shuai seh..dun need tio check hair oso..wahahx..den i in class faster chiong moi band t design..quite happi wif it..wahahax..i draw de ma..=x.. hMM..den d n t lesson..SIANX1/2..chen min nt here..sianx..den i 4 periods dunno shld do wad seh..den i do moi holi ass finish..den do moi band t design again..hmM..den i suddenly tink of new design for moi digital clock..i Love moi idea man..hOpe can success lo..gonna draw and prepare lots of tings..hmMm eng tio scold..nt mi lar..wahahax..other pple..Ong scold til so fierce..den recess..den math lo..another ong come in again..wahaha..she oso scold..haha..oso nt mi again..hahax..den dismiss..butt Tt yeN cOme in..sianx..do filing do so slow..den 1.15pm den release us..hmM..dong and ser waitin for mi outside..dunno y..feel damn pek chek lo..cos tt ken boi lar..dunno luff simi..den i dulan..scold him..=x..den he stop..hmM..go dwn to canteen..damn dulan..hMM..den start do moi chinese..cHIong!!..mOk coMe coLlect lo..i hab nth to hand up to her..wahahx..HEck lar..wait for chen min..hmM..den 2 fall in lo..i dulan so scold whole band..den wanna pump them..butt nv..den julian come..sae hoe sick..so cancel..wahaha..song..no band..butt dong they all hab math test..ching hab oral..den i wait lo..while waitin..decide de band t design..hab fun seh..keep tok rubbish wad..end up do nth nia..den they dismiss le..tok cock in sch again..wahaha..lAme lO..den shir went home alone..i send her go take cab seh..wei da ba.!..den go west mall as usual..den go home lo..7.30 likedat reach home..lie on bed zzzz...den mama cal..den faster wake up and bath..den watch tv..den eat oso..hMm..tmr goin for SYF openin..dunno wan go nt..ser and ching bo hab tickets leh..arggg..haiyo..gonna chiong moi chinese file le..if nt mok wan kb liao..tmr last time hand up..wahahahx..jus nw tok to jun xian kor..wahaha..lame seh..quite fun lo..tok cock ma..hmM..k lar..make file liao..

Quotes of de day:One word frees us of all the weight and pain in life. That word is love..(bUllshit sEH..=x)

bEez Hives 10

2004-07-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

so fast one day pass again..sianx..today ss test..fail lo..mi yesterday doze off..nv study..wtf seh..dun wan fail any test de..arggg..suan le..next test work harder..hmMm..wah someting beri zhun seh..mi tel linzhe maybe july moi luck wil turn..wun so suay..realli seh..tt chOo bo come..den teacher nv kb oso..SOng Man..lIke todAt bEst..saw jianyong de new hair today..nice..quite match him..hmM..realli look like him de..haix..onli his one longer and got dye ma..den i oso lan lan lar..den today nv slp in class seh..cos yesterday slp early..12 plus..hahax..rain so heavily today seh..dun wanna use yu shan de lo..cos wanna get wet..wan sick..=x..butt tink of it..later bag oso wet..betta mai..den make no diff la..skirt almost all wet oso..kao..den reach sch..today NCC day..hahax..sianx..lessons..lessons..den lessons..BOrIng Seh..hmMm..whole mind wondering ard seh..butt got listen to class lar..mai fail ma..hMm..den chiong all de hw..wahaha..song..after sch got "hehe" ma..den moi gang wait for mi..wanna buy shir de present..den sit there tok cock awhile..havin fun seh..make fun of ching..=x..sori ching..hahax..den whole gang go buy shir de present..she goin oso..=x..buy simi likedat..hmMm she gettin a new phone..her mama buyin for her..haha..she power..tel mi she pull long face gib her mama c.her mama bth..hahax..haiyo..if is mi..i wil do de same..wahahx..mi haben decide wad to buy yet..got mani choice..slowly choose..mai regret ma..hahax..papa buyin for mi wad..wahahx..hMM..we went west mall..den again stand in de middle..liew..we do dis everytime lo..hahax..den finalli saw ida..she was tokin to shir..so we go faster go buy..some sae buy dis..some sae buy tt..end up buy metoyou bear again..26.90 lo..so small nia..so EX seh..kao..butt we share ma..den buy her a hp oso..wahaha..is frm value lar..tink we can afford a real phone meh..dong was lame seh..keep wan to buy hse phone..haha..den buy her..faster gib her..noe she nt beri happi lar..cos dun wan us gib her today ma..muz gib oso gib in sch ma..pple den noe her bday ma..butt all bo bian..wan chiong home do hw..den lazy bring home oso..so jus gib..hMM..mi and yin tink beri wad leh..de present like beri small..den i went home i sms shir..sae when go out i treat her a meal lo..muz redeem frm mi de..if nt..TOO BAD..wahaha..can save money..lalala..den go home lo..7.30 likedat reach home lo..bath den do filing for chinese..den 8.30 went down to ye ling de hse..return her de file..she beri guai seh..bth..mi nt gonna hand up moi file..sat den hand up..hECK..hehe..sianx seh..haix..feel sad again..=x..salt salt liao lar..dunno lar..haix..haix..haix...liFe So sUx sEh..argggg...hope he is doin fine..!..haix

Quotes of de day:Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction...

bEez Hives 9

2004-06-30T04:51:00.000-07:00

hMm..soo long bo update seh..finalli got time lo..everytime bz chiong tt tootpid holi ass..kao..teachers sooo so ATTITUDES..monday 28/6..first day of sch leh..mi already tio scoldin from tt choo..kao bei lar..keep sae mi..den i dulan..gib her attitudes back lo..den she buay song mi..SUAn..her lesson mi mai look at her..mi zzzz...wahahax..damn stress man..monday-wed..mean today lar..teachers all so attitudes de leh..dunno y..mi realli fed up liao..beri sick and tired of sch le..wan QUIt..bUtt mama sure kb de..liew..beri stress lar..liew..haix..heard tt sec 4 gonna take their chinese 'o' oral soon..haix..by right i shld take oso..=x..mai sae liao..argg..hMm..yesterday we one whole gang go west mall buy pple de present..hahax..soo fun..butt shir was sad..her hp jump from 4th floor to 1st floor..poWer bo..den we can onli keep make her luff..mai let her tink of her phone lo..she keep cry seh..bTh..scare pple cry..hMM..den her bday comin oso..buy her a phone?..wahaha..bo $$..hahax..hmm today she no come seh..den jus nw sms her..she sad til mai come..anyway..i gonna PON friday ba..nt sure leh..butt fri they celebrate her bday leh..dunno lar..nearly cry today seh..too stress le..tt mok keep sae abt chinese file..mi nv even do her work..wher got wroksheet to file in..liew..i gonna break dwn seh..den i tink of band...tink of him..arg...lin zhe sae smth tt make mi feel moi worse..i keep tink..haix..bo mood liao..yesterday ching keep do smth and it look realli like him lo..haix..den i diam diam..mood change si bei fast..all stunned tio..butt after awhile okie le..dun wanna let moi frens c all dis...hMm..today in sch..quite fun la..ken boi and jian yong and accompany damn lame lo..mi realli bth them..quite happi in tt class..butt no matter hw happi..stil nt good than being in 4e4 lo..haix..rite?..hahx..yesterday hong siong sms mi..wah..mi stunned tio lo..he sms ask i reach home le nt..haix..i noe he beri good..butt too bad..hahx..hMm..den sms him awhile..den 10 plus..surprise!..whole blk bo light..nt mine blk nia..almost whole bb..hahx..SOng bo..so happi..kNs lar..happi simi...hw nv do..den i lie on bed..zzz..wait for light to come back..den goin 12 de light den come back..bwgx..so long seh..mi wad sweatin like hell..argg..den chiong hw lo after de light come back..hahax..den oso watch tv..nice..hahax..haiyo..today a boring day..later chiong holi ass..haix..mi goin crzy soon..! mi realli hope i can noe wad u tink lo..haix..hahx..suddenly tink of wad linzhe tel mi..he tel mi blow condom into a balloo is against de law.. lolx..realli meh?..nt sure..wahahx..lAMe sEh..

Quotes of de day:Love is a light that never dims Like the deepest passion is the ultimate sin...

bEez Hives 8

2004-06-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

hMm..mi slp ard 4am plus ba..nt sure oso..do a few Qn den sianx1/2 le..mi lie on sofa..den zzzzz wake up ard 7am..went into moi room and continue slp..slp til 3pm plus..mama kb so wake up..den i wash up and eat and watch tv..den 4.45pm likedat start holi ass..haiyo sure cannot finish de..mi look at moi phone..hopin he wil contact mi..butt nv..haix..nvm..den i do and watch tv lo..moi whole likedat spent de..hahax..li zhi sms mi ask i got contact dong nt..he beri worry..haix..y pple de stead so good and moi one likedat..dunno la..den i sms dong lo..yuan lai she wif her mama..hahax..Okie wif her mama liao..hmm..i wana buy shoe de..SCH shoe lar..moi one damn dirty..lazy to wash..rather buy new de..butt nv even step out of de shoe..so nv buy..tmr jus wear tt dirty one..den after sch go buy lo..hMm..quarrel wif moi mama..she sae betta slp early ..dun 1 2 plus..3 4 plus den slp hor..i sae nvm..den she yell at mi..kao bei lar..den i sae wad lar..den i sae kao bei kao bu..she hear lo..den sae "WAD..wad u sae.!!"..i dun wan reply her..sianx1/2..spoil moi mood..moi mood already nt beri good le..stil sae so much..holi ass cannot finish de lar..confirm tmr sit outside class...HECK..i hate sch..tink next year moi frens all finish their sch le...left mi alone there..i CONFIRM QUIT de..cannot ta han..haix..mi damn suay lar..kao..nw squeeze a bit time..faster type moi blog..den 10pm go dwn 7-11 buy food..den come back chiong again..die liao..wahaha..mi online c he busy..haix..bwgx..tmr sock bday..hmmm tink tmr go sch muz get $ frm moi gang..to buy shir present..her bday 4/7(dis sun) ma..tink moi last time celebrate for her ba..haix..hmM..mai sae so much le..gonna log off den go dwnstair..haix..mi wonder wil he cal mi tonight..i doubt so ba..nvm..miss him..

Quotes of de day: A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him.. It's when he ignores you and still you long for him.. It's when he begins to love another, and yet you still smile and say, "I'm happy for you"...

bEez Hives 7

2004-06-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

haiyo..mi nv slp for one whole day..mi watch my sassy ger le..den watch tt china show..nice lo..den start do holi ass..it was ard 4am plus..den i start do amth..chiong like siao..sit on de floor too long..legs numb..den rest abit..den continue to do..den watch alot of tv show lo..hahx..hmmm ard 6am..mOi mama wake up for work ma..saw mi nv slp..she stunned tio..sae "u nv slp ar?.."..haha..i went dwn wif her to da bao breakfast..den lin zhe sae he wan come..he oso another one..nv slp de..den i sae i buy le..so meet online ba..haha..betta..den i bian eat bian use net to chat.den use irc..sae "hu haben slp..wan tok tok?.."..hahax..den realli got pple tok to mi..hMm..den noe one guy lo..all along he tot i'm a boi lo..wahahx..den i sae i'm ger lo..he damn paiseh..whahax...den use awhile net..ard 8 plus..i lie on bed..den wanna rest awhile til 9 de...butt hu noe..de tootpid alarm nv ring leh..den i zz til 1pm plus..i faster chiong to de kitchen..cos i charge moi hp ma..i scare moi dear wil cal..cos he sae wan go out to get sock de present ma..i beri excited..den i lie on bed wait wait wait..he oso nv cal or sms..haix..suan..den i wake up..on com c he online nt..he nt online..tink he zzzz ba..haix..den i sms ching sae later meet at cck go concert..den sms ser..bo reply..so use cal de..she pick up..yuan lai she jus wake up..hahx..den tok cock awhile den i go bath...meet ser at 5.15pm de lo..den i late lo..i duno wan wear cap nt..den keep comb moi hair and stuffs..wear shoes oso beri long..den go out..she cal mani times lo..den i cal her back..sae reachin soon..paiseh seh..make her wait..den reach bb station saw brian..he goin his ah ma hse..hMm..we reach cck den find ching..den go lot one buy tings..den go meet sock lo..den take bus go concert..den sch was damn coooool..like resort than a sch..haix..i keep c hp..wonder he wil cal or sms nt..butt he NV..den on bus i nv tok a single word...no mood..go into de concert hall..cOol lo..den listen listen..nt bad lo..win our band lar..=x..butt their fate of de god..mi NTH to sae seh..it was damn awful..=x..paiseh to sae tt..hMm..concert finish le..take bus go lot one..take 67..damn mani pple..no seat seh..sianx1/2..take lo..hmM..during de concert..quite fun..ain crap alot..hahx..on bus oso..hmM..den reach there ard 10 plus le..on de bus i sms him..sae sock wanna flood him..cos he nv buy present..den he got reply..butt like no body business liekdat..haix..mi realli bwgx le..heart crack..hMm..den chiong to buy long john..nice nice..we da bao go behind eat..den so coolin there..fun seh..eat and play..sock and min hui meet their fren..a guy fren..he look like kee siong lo..butt he more shuai..=x..quite cute..butt mi c he got pierce..tink got gang de..ah beng lo..hmmm..he look at us playin afool..haha..lAMe..bUt fUn seh..haix..den mama cal..den we go off lo..take 985 home wif ching..den ser take 188..she was sitin alone at de stand..den she realise she no bus le..wahha..den she find us..take same as us lo..haha..LAme seh..den she change bus take 178..or 187..duno lar..either one..hmm..den i take 174 i guess..nv c properly..hmm..den reach home..c moi mama and neighbour stand outside..chit chattin ba..hahax..den i on com change moi clothes lo..hMM..den i online c he busy again..haix..mi realli bwgx le..thx for teachin mi to be sad..i'm sooo glad..mi tonite nt gonna slp again..chiong hw..hmm..ser online le..haha..can copy eng holi ass..she hab de ans..wahah..hmm..hope dong is feelin betta..quarrel wif her mama ma..haiyo all mama love to scold..butt she tired le wil stop de..hahax..mi got experience de..dun care..i miss him..i oso sad..i oso angry..duno lar..haix..
nw 12.38am le..sunday liao..sianx1/2..sch opening SOON..

Quotes of de day: Truly love you endlessly. Every day without you is like a book without pages. I love you, I will always do, for the rest of our earthly and heavenly life...

bEez Hives 6

2004-06-25T09:26:00.000-07:00

hmM..slp at 3.30am ba..quite bth le...holi ass nv do..suan..mi nv go band lo..set alarm 6.45am..den sms hoe and julian..sae i sick..den i zzzz again til 2pm plus..oMg..got soo mani sms seh..den got wad "hoe beri angry wif u and lin zhe.."..blah blah blah..haiyo..HECK le..he wan sack den sack wo lo..i dun care..go there waste time nia..den i spent moi whole afternoon makin moi blog..pei fu myself..hahax..nv eat anything oso..den dong cal wo..ask mi go find her..i sae mai la..wait tio c..haha..den i sae nite ard 7 8 plus wil find her..den i slack whole day..den nv touch moi holi ass lo..liew..tt joshua online..first time tel mi dis.."u v. cute lahz..tt time lemmi see complain so much..say wat lemmi see dunno hamster still gt face anot lol..."...i c dis..i was duhz..liew..BWGX seh..hope he dun tel him..wait i paiseh til i die man..hahx..be4 joshua tok to mi..got a guy cal juston..he tok to mi oso..send mi a pic of a dog i guess..den he cancel..den he dunno send wad again..oso cancel..dotx..den he sae paiseh..i scroll up and c..guess wad i c.."porn" lo..den he start tok those stuffs wif mi..wad the fark..horny guy..all guys r horny i guess..rite?..wahahx..keep tok those stuffs..i bth so ask lin zhe help..he act as moi sista..den tt guy bth lo..sae tok to mi next time..den he offline..haha..siao he wan one nite stand lo..madness..hmm..den i go bath..den 7.30 go out..walk to mac lo..i was damn hot man..den reach there..saw li zhi's new hair style..oNe word.."shuai"..nice lo..haha..i sae dis..he stunned tio..hahx..paiseh le..haha..hmm..den eat mac lo..dong oso..den we tok cock and stuffs..den i check hp..i was sooo damn happi..he miss cal wo..den i faster cal back..wahahahx..den he pick up..ask wan go out tmr buy vammy de present..butt he sae sooo sianx..maybe mai tok to mi ba..haix..den i oso sianx sianx le..den he sae tmr den contact..haix..dunno la..sianx1/2 liao lo..den lin zhe come..i was abt to start moi holi ass..i took out de horoscope ting..den i play wif him..haha..LAME seh..was luffin like hell..he sae i can go act ma..moi mood change FAST lo..hahx..den start do holi ass..den brian come..den tok cock+ do holi ass..den ard 11 plus..check hp..mama cal 2 times..den i cal back..sae goin back le..she like chantin seh..keep sae "faster come home lar..blah blah blah"..den pei dong go buy bread for her kor kor..den lin zhe..li zhi and brian oso go along lo..went 7-11..too mani pple..so go cheers..go c alchol..den brian wan buy..butt too bad..tio check lo..wahah...canot get to drink..sooo SAD..haha..den go home lo..i walk home..tink alot of tings..haix..den reach home ard..11.30 ba..den on com lo..den use..oh ya..while walkin home..dong de mama cal seh..scare mi..tot wad..she cal sae y dong haben come home..haha..she soo worry..den i sms dong..dong reply sae her mama scold like hell...she sae turnin worse..haiyo..all mama r de same..moi mama oso likedat sae mi..heck la..i dun gib a DAMN lo..i happi can le..hmmm nw channel u showin my sassy ger..a sad sad show seh..haix..can cry..haix..write til here ba..gonna chiong and watch tv..wahahx..MISS him..bUtt haix..dunno tmr wil hw seh..?..pray hard ba..

Quotes of de day:Love cannot be measured in how long it has been but how much you spend a day with the one you love...

bEez Hives 5

2004-06-24T10:28:00.000-07:00

haiyo..5 plus slp..slp on sofa aagin lo..den mama cal mi go moi room slp again..hahx..haiyo..left 3days den sch open le..sianx1/2 seh..cannot late slp le..less time to c moi dear le..nw already liekdat..wait til sch open more si man..dun EVEN need to c liao..hmm..moi papa wan bring moi go eat today..i zzz..den 11 plus..got pple bang on de door seh..liew..i wan wad the..is mOI papa seh..den faster go open door..he look angry..sae cal so mani time..i nv pick up..mi slp til so pig..cannot even hear any phone ring lo..den i faster wash up lo..change den go out wif him..go clementi eat sea food..eat shark fins..den i take train home..cos he go c doc..HMmm..go home put shark fins den come out meet dong they all do holi ass..go jurong east do..hahx..i a bit pek chek..dunno y seh..a bit buay song..i stunned tio lo..before mi go meet dong..i c moi blog..cyber tag moi blog..i was wad the..hw he noe moi blog..tink he link from sock ba..hope he nv read seh..oMG..den i meet dong and zhe le..go jurong east meet shi ling and yin..ching nv go..shir mama ask her stay at home..den ser go cut hair..den join us..hmm..quite nice her hair..hMm..we do do do do do...den craps craps craps..den i saw a guy beri shuai+cute..den i keep look at him..tink he noe seh..OMg..i like bian tai de..hahax..paiseh seh..hmM..den do til 6 plus..go chiong arcade..hahx..fuN sEH..first time ser play..den dong sae wan go..end up go..she nv play..there luffin wif shi ling nia..hMm..platy liao..go eat jap food..sound like beri ex hor..actually is those cheap cheap de..hahax..eat le..all sit there mani move..den ser cal brian..ask him wan come liao nt..den he stil at dunno wher seh..den we decide go popular first..buy pen lo..i buy one nia..cos bo $..hahax..den brian come liao lo..his face was DAMN RED...wahaha..ser sae smth and all cannot stop luffin..tt is..brian use pig oil to apply on his face..wahah..Bth..hMm..den saw him wearin de same slipper as mi..onli pattern diff..got spike de ma..COol Lo..hahax..den go back to bb..den hang ard..den go home liao..hMM..reach home ard 8 plus..i bath okie..9 le..den on tv..haha..watch tv..den 10..on com..make moi blog..den chiong hw..do some le..butt stil left alot..haiyoooo...cannot finish de la..suan le ba..wahahx..den linzhe sms mi "tmr go band?"..mi tink a while mai go la..holi ass nv do..some more all so lan lan de..go oso sianx..den i sae no lo..gonna sms hoe at 5am plus later..sae mi sick..hMM.. keep tel lies seh..feel bad..butt hab no choice...shhhhh...hahx..dunno la..try next time dun sae le..hmm..chiong hw..den nw i use com again..today nt gonna hab conference..cos ching sae wan do hw..hmm tt's fine wif mi..i gonna do hw le..mai type le..listen to techno nw..NICE..missin him again..butt haix..nw 1.44am lo..chIong hW ROx..

Quotes of de day:Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."....

bEez Hives 4

2004-06-24T09:44:00.000-07:00

dis is for wed..23/6/04
hMm...slp at 5 plus..mI chIong holi ass in moi living room as moi cousin slpin in moi room ma..hmm..den i do do do..do til tired..so lie on de sofa..den slowly slowly doze off..bUtt i noe wad de tv is showin..cos i wanna watch de..bUtt too tired and fear to open moi eyes..so use ears to hear nia..hahx..den moi mama wake mi up at 6 plus..ask mi go moi room slp..wahahx..so SONG..got air con ma..den zzz til 10 plus..den hp ring...wake up lo..den go eat mac wif moi cousin..wahahx..hmm..den go home again..ard 11 plus ba..den moi cousin goin to make up and go work..AND SMTH tootpid happen..whahahax..mai sae liao..cos too long..lazy type..haha..den i goin out oso..meet dong..shir..yin go town..wahahx..i wear like wad i normally wear..those punk punk stuffs lo..den go out..hmm..dong was LATE..! first time sooo late lo..den i wait for her den find yin and shir..hmmm they was waitin for us at bb station..den they come out lo..shir wan meet ching..butt ching and ser went jurong pt eat long john..smth wrong seh..hmm dong hungry so went mac eat..wahah..saw de sell perfume de..OMG..he was tokin cock man..nw nt sell perfume..sell WATCH Lo..den he ask us one QN.."can ur tel mi wad's so great of dis watch.."..his ans is.."it is a watch tt can tel us TIME.."..we was like.."wad the fark"..LAME seh..den he tok tok tok..end up no one buy oso..hahax..den ser reach le..pass de book to shir lo..den we take bus go town lo..hehe..106..mani pple seh..mani weird pple..haha..den we craps ard..finalli reach town..decide to go FAR east plAza lo..NT FAR EAST SHOPPIN CENTRE hor..wahah..hmm..den go walk ard..dong buy 2 mths present for lizhi..hMm..finalli saw wad she wanna buy..haha..quite meaningful lo..hmm..den i buy mani bands...wahah..happi..colourful lo..haha..den take neoprint..OMG..is super duper..ER XIN..haha..den take again at level one..betta lo..bUtt stil ER XIN..hahax..nvm la...fun can le..we enjoy ma..den take train BACK Home..wahah..7 plus goin 8 den leave there seh..hMm..the train is soooo FULL..kao..nvm la..nt i buy de..can't sae anything oso..hmm..go west mall eat..eat KFC(koh fu chen)..hahax..den i eat de cheapest de..$2.95 nia..mai waste $ ma..some more i wan diet..=x wahhax..den go home..i take 173 ma..den sit alone at de 173 stand there..den two guys come sit oso..den i was listenin to moi techno again..den duno he tokin to mi..den he wave lo..i was like "hUh..wad the.."..den i turn and c him..he sae "miss can make fren wif u"..i stunned tio seh..tot he bluffin mi seh..den i sae "er..serious ar.."..he sae ya..den his fren sae.."moi fren wan make fren wif u lo..wad is ur name"..den i crap abt wif them lo..they ah beng lo..butt stil beri ke qi..hMm..den ask mi lots of QNs..den bus come..go up lo..den nv tok to them le..den reach moi stop..go dwn..go aunty hse..den take moi stuffs liao..den go home..wahahx..reach home mama was sittin in de living room..watchin her fav shw..hahx..den i use com lo..den they sae wan conference..the conference was a fun one seh..beri happi seh..luff alot..holi ass oso left alot lo..wahahx..tok til 5am plus..our conference hab ser..ching..mi..zhe..brian..and KO..haha..den ser left first..den brian doze off..den ching..butt wake up again..mi oso merely doze off..den faster wake up..den KO sae papa kb..so he hang up..den all oso hang up lo..den go slp..slp on sofa again...miss him..haix..

Quotes of de day: Fine guys open my eyes, smart guys open my mind but only a sweet guy can
open my heart...

bEez Hives 3

2004-06-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

hmM..today slp at 3am..going 4am ba..forget liao..hMM..start conference at ard 2am plus.. den be4 tt use net lo..tok cock wif alot of pple seh..hMm..i slp til 12pm plus..den realise smth..mOi mama at home lo..sianx1/2..wahahx..hMm..she come into moi room..den hand phone gib mi..sock cal mi..sae near moi hse..wan c mi seh..den okie..i wake up..wash up and go eat breakfast+lunch..+ meet sock oso..den she eat wif mi + moi mama..haha..kinda weird..hahax..nvm la..hMM..den go moi hse take stuffs..den i walked her to west mall..hmm..den she cal cyber lo..sae wan meet him..hMm..den cyber ask her cal her kor..mean hamSter lo..hahx..i was beri happi lo..butt end up he oso nv come..liew..suan ba..can predict oso..haix..hmm..mi and sock went to west mall..wan to go coffee bean de lo..i happily walk here..den saw hong lee and company..sianx1/2 le..mai go in betta..hahax..i saw cindy i wil tink of hamSter de..duno y..hahax..maybe they too good le..hMM..den saw ser and ching..oh ya..dong they all cal mi lo ask mi go dwn mac..i dun wan lo.den end up.. i go west mall..bth seh..liew..hMm..end up mi and sock go food court..den go do holi ass..she went home to take her holi ass oso..den i wait lo..den linzhe cal mi..i ans den sae i at food court..so he come find mi lo..hehe..den he oso pei wo lo..den ard 3pm plus..cyber and sock come..he look sooooo cute lo..so diff frm de frendster pic..hahax..sooo cute..he 18 lo..xiang bu dao seh..hMm..he beri smart lo..help us wif our holi ass..xie le..butt i nv tok much wif him lo..hMm..end up we all crapping ard..den saw jeremy and ronald..den saw weehong and andy..whaha..saw so mani pple..haha..hMm..den ard 5 plus go library find dong they all..den they kena scold seh..feel so bad..hahax..den i leave there lo..go lot one arcade..haha..on train wif linzhe and cyber..startin a bit weird de..den okie le..hahax..den go play lo..wahah.i change moi card to VIP de le..wahahx..happi!..den play lo..hahax..play til so happi..den 6 plus..saw dong they all outside arcade waitin for mi..hmm..den go off wif them..sae bye bye to cyber..hehe..he look ke lian leh..wahha..went food court..find seats..den sit..den pei shir go buy fish cake..dotx..hmm..den tt weiliang come gib her a $399.90 de metoyou bear...so BIG seh..den moi mama and aunty take cab wif mi home..left shir there..bad seh..butt bo bian..mama kb like hell..wah..nearly bth le..wan scold back le..hmm..she like a bit attitude problem..whaha..den 10 plus reach home..use net..den joshua tok to mi..sae c him..oMg.. i dun wan let him c de lo..haix..mi tink mi realli look ugly lo..den beri pei bu qi moi dear..haix..nw his fren c mi..omg..sure sae y his taste go bad..hw?..hw?..muz go on diet le..haix..so fat oso..hw?..mi no face le la..haix..depress seh..haix..he stil so busy..today he put online..butt i nv tok to him..i dun dare..funni seh..he moi stead..y i stil so scare..dunno..haix..moi cousin stay at moi hse tonite..haha..got pple to tok seh..haha..LAME..hMM k la..write til here..tokin on phone wif brian lo..sianx1/2..ching slp le..liew..ps mi..haha..mi go chiong holi ass le..nw de time is 1.30 am..wahah..nice day..haix..i MISS HIM LIKE HELL...love him always..*muackx..i hate myself..i hate moi looks..moi SIZE..wahah..i wan change..

Quotes of de day: Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Than A
Dream...

bEez Hives 2

2004-06-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

haix..a boring day again..hmMm..mi slp at 3.30am..den toss here and there..cannot slp lo..duno y oso..haix..den alarm RING..6.45am le..gonna wake up to meet linzhe for breakfast..bUtt beri lazy to get up..sooo lie there til 7.00am..dotx..LATE le..chIong up..and get ready..den reach de coffee shop..7.30am..wahahax..late for 15mins..=x..paiseh lar..hahx..ate roti pata..nice..bUTt hab a stomach ach..wonder de uncle put posion izzist..wahahax..LAME!..hMM..den reach sch for band lo..all de memebers look so DOTX..liKe wana die likedat..c liao oso sianx..kaox..hmM..smth surprise is..julian show his temper le..wah..power!..FIRST time in moi life i get to c seh..hahax..tink he oso pek chek liao..simi lan band seh..BTH..hMM..mi slack lo..do sectional practise awhile..den walk here and there..settle ting..hahx..hmM..band de process mai sae le..sae le oso sianx1/2..hahax..hmM..den meet dong..LUNCH!!..hab our lunch at de sch oppsite..diaox..i buy a 1.2litre of 7-up lo..gonna burst seh..sooo full drinkin tt..*burpz*..er lar..hmM..den 1.30pm go back lo..den practise wif Hoe til 5.15pm..he angry lo..COS OUR BAND HOPELESS Liao..all Beri LAZY like wad he sae..HECK!..hmM..dunno la..c liao oso sianx..kao..den he sae us lo..sae sae sae..suan la..he wan sae let him be la..haha..den go west mall wif dong..celeste so good..come back wait for linzhe..buTt can c she abit nt happi..cos he hor..nv tok to her..keep tok to other pple..haiyo..hMM..den awhile they okie le lo..hahax..mai guan pple de problem so much la..own stuffs oso cannot settle le..stil bother pple..hmm..ard 7pm likedat..i went to check moi ezlink card..c got $ nt..den i and dong do smth tootpid lo..kao..moi tt suckyhurt paper..stuck inside de machine..den dong force moi card out..den de paper inside..we run seh..wahahah..it was beri lame lo..den we go back again..go report..de uncle there was lame oso lo..ask mi cal 999..i was like.."wad the"..he tryin to be funni si bo..hahx..den everyting settle lo..dong took her bus..i went to take moi bus lo..saw oliver..den took same bus lo..hahx..tok awhile..den get off le..hmM..reach home..bath..den do a bit holi ass..i bth liao..lie on bed..den suddenly wake up..9pm le..watch tVVv..hahx..i watch den i cry like hell..so sad lo..haix..maybe i oso feel like cryin ba..dunno..=(..hmm.. i kinda veri pek chek lo..den wan burst le..i go lie on moi bed ..den fell aslp..den mama yelled outside de door..kao..den i open..moi eye nearly cannot open..liew..saw moi cousin outside..den i was "ohoh..mi wear til so sux..hahx..paiseh"..butt nvm la..moi hse wad..hmm..den eat lo..dong cal..ask wan go sentosa nt..cos emily bday..den she tel ser i wan pon band..den ser sae mi everytime likedat..i was "wad the fark..i wan pon moi prob rite..?"..arG..mai sae le..sae le jiu qi..kao bei la..liew..haix..nw 12.52am..tues le..holi ass left ALOT...gonna die soon...nvm la..heck le..bother so much for wad.. haix..he stil bz playin wif his game..haix..duno la..*pek chek..mai tink le..go do holi ass le..wait for ching to cal again..sianx1/2..papa..ask mi choose a phone..den he ask moi cal moi cousin to get for mi..duno shld choose wad..tink dun choose so ex..butt i wan cam lo..haha..take pic of him ma..=x..fat hope..duhz..hmM..k la..enuff le..12.54am le..tata

bEez Hives 1

2004-06-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

haix..finalli start writtin moi blog le..bth..i spent de past few days addin song and stuffs to moi blog..waste sooo much time seh..liew..hMm..today i slp at 5am..feel beri happi cos he cal mi..he miss cal mi at 2.25am..den i faster cal him back..mi realli beri happi..cos i was abt to heck care everiting le..den he so zhun..he cal..wahahx..hmM..tok until ard 3.30 likedat..he hang up lo..haix..dunno lar..like gettin lesser and lesser tings to tok le..*sobz*..den cal brian and start our conference..wahahx..hMMm..ching was diam diam all de way lo..den tt brian doze off AGAIn..bth Him..nvm.."wo bu blame him"..hahx..hMm..den we all sianx..so i sae hang up and slp ba..den ching sms mi..she told mi smth..and i can sense tt she wad sad..i wanna help her de..bUtt i noe she sure dun wan de..she dun wan make ting worse..bUtt i realli wanna help..dun wan c her soo sad seh..haix..mi felt aslp at 5am..den wake up at..3.45pm seh..Oh My gOd..mi nO diff frM PIg wad..wahahx..den went to eat wif moi mama..den back at 5pm..first time was..ON TV..den i watch til 6..i toOk moI hOli Ass out..first was take ss..den do 1 qn..i sianx diao..den go take english..i read awhile oso sianx diao..den go back to moi tV..wahahx..sHiok..hMM..watch+slp+eat..likedat i ta han tiL 10pm...deN i faster On cOm..wahahx..den sign in msn lo..mani pple pOp up lo..den tok tok tok..hMM..mi hope he cal mi seh..buTt high chance is NO..wahahahx..suan le ba..silly mi..bUtt i miss him..haix..wonder wil be conference later?..wahahx..write til here ba..

Quote of de day: If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart you can
take it; just don't break it or my world will fall apart...